HEY!!! i have a new xanga.... it is PartyGurl_InApartyWorld....so go there if you wanna see me!!!! RAVE TOMORROW NIGHT!!! YAY!!!!

~*Bonnie*~

hey guyz!!! well thomas left this morning and i am really sad!!! but there is nothing i can do about it!!! for all of you who wanna know how my summer was here ya go...hawaii was awsome! me and my sister had an awsome time when it was just us 2...we went to this outside party that was mostly on the beach right outside of our hotel and got pretty tipsy! we went to a luau and that was a cool experience!!! we went scuba diving and it was amazing! if you ever get the chance to do it then do it!!! and go snorkaling to! that was awsome as well!...othere than that we got really tan and spent a lot of money! haha...mexico was great..me, thomas, brandi, jeff and bonnie got drunk in a bar called "safari", thomas and jeff got tequilla shots <~ that is when these guyz with wistles go around with a bottle of tequilla and grab your head and tilt it back..even if you dont want it and poor shitloads of tequilla in your mouth and then you close your mouth and they put a towel over your mouth and shack your head around...while they blow their annoying wistles! haha...and we drank a lot of corona! we bought a lot of tight shit!!!...ummmm venice was awsome for me and thomas!  haha you kiddos know wut we got there! haha...california in general was awsome!!! lots of fucked up nights and romantic nights for me and thomas...catalina island was really cool! las vegas was cool except the fact that i got sick! so i felt really bad! and the trip back was really cool...when i got back....OH MAN! AHAHAHAHA good times!

*basicly the reason why i didnt leave with my church is because they are lying sadistic bastards, jeremy cant do his dirty work himself so he has to have becca and issac do it for him when they are suppose to be my friends! ummm anything that i ever said in confidence with becca, was told...the youth group is a laugh! i mean seriously "we are not here to judge" BULLLLLLSHIT! thats all you assholes do! oh and by the way jeremy you are a lier a fake and not a leader...if you really think that you can get away with all the shit you have talked on me...you are oddly mistaken...i have never felt comfortable for 1 min alone with you...you have this perverted glair in your eye and its sad when guyz dont even feel safe with you.....so to the youth group of OCC (with a FEW exceptions) SCREW YOU!

much love for my babies though! MUAH!

KISS KISS

~*Bonnie*~

hey babis!!! i love you all and miss you! not to long b4 i am home!!! I LOVE YOU! leave me messages! KISS KISS

~*Bonnie*~

hey guyz! i am in cali right now....prepairing to go to hawaii...i'm havin shitloads of fun! WAHOO!!! but in the end i cant wait till i come home to see all my lovley friends/family!!! i love you guyz! MUAH! leave me lots of messages! KISS KISS! i will put some pix on here soon.....like later today!

~*Bonnie*~

I fucking LOVE Thomas Adam powell....with all my heart and i would do ne thing for him! no matter what he thinks....he is the love of my life and i KNOW i am the love of his life, and i know he thinks he doesnt know me ne more and i hate that because he knows me better than i know myself! i am just being a tennage girl....and being complicated....but i want to be complicated for love...and i wanna change back to the girl that i was a month or so ago! and i never wanna be the person that i am being right now again! I LOVE HIM! and i am sorry...i am so sorry! and i forgive you for EVERYTHING...i really do! I LOVE YOU THOMAS ADAM POWELL! with all my heart!  <~look at the passion thomas....and remember that it can be like that again! I LOVE YOU!

~*Bonnie*~